Staring out the window

As I sit here

Staring out the window, 

I feel like my life

Is stuck. Stuck in a 

Cycle I can't control.

Doing this life thing,

I feel like I'm frozen

In time. No where to run

No where to hide.

Staring out the window,

I see the world moving,

Birds flying and cars driving.

Why can't I see my world

Thru someone else's eyes.

They say I'm pushing forward, 

But I feel like I'm stuck,

Stuck in a time lapse.

Staring out the window,

Watching time go by,

Wanting to be that bird,

Flying away in the sky.